herro herro!!! im sorry that i havent replied to any of your xangas.. i dont go online much anymore.. tis the season to be busy.... yeah.. and speaking of busy.. i have three major ginormous projecdtds all due on the same day in two weeks... see i wouldt be worrying if i actually started one of them!!! aahh... you guyhs gotta help me win this fight agaisnt procrastination.... this thing is a lot stronger than i htought... it so easy to just put stuff on.. so i must pay the consequnces..... i must work my arss off and i cant just lay around my house during my free time.. i must be typing away.. wish me luck and pray for me... i hope i do a good job and get them all done.. why am i such a slacker... why!!???? kay love you all.. and have a great spring break!!!! tootles..

p.s. i havent said that in a while...

Hey everyone! How are you doing... WOW im in like a super good mood.... It's such a relief cuz this whole week I've been feeling really low, negative, super confused and extra blah! yeah and i really mean this whole week!!! And I wasn't even sure why and then I  was talking to my dad and things just started to come out that I didnt even know were the actual reasons that got me into this mood.. I guess once you start talking and letting out all the steam thats been inside you everything and I mean everything just starts to come out.... well basically i was negtative because i felt like eeryone else around me was negative and even though i thought i was doing a good job of separating myslef from that atmosphere, i really wanst.. so i got sucked into the negativity as well and sometimes its really hard to get out of... But I never thought that just talking to someone would make it feel a lot better.. so yeah.. thanks dad.. for listening all the way and giving me advice.. yup.. do i got to enjoy my day free of negativity.. and i was able to soak up all that positive air and start a new weak with a good start and i even got to enjoy the beautiful weather this weekend... it was extremely lovely... can't wiat until spring comes permanently..... yup... and i hope all you guys enjoyed this beautiful weather too.... take care and i love you all!!

herro herro... well ive always wanted to do this on xanga but i never had the chance.. actually i wanted to do this on anytime of written form so i guess itr just happens to be xanga.. well ive wlays wanted to make a list of all the things i want to do ro acomplish in my life.. yup thought this would be kinda interesting and different for an entry and maybe a chance to get to know me better.. yup.. enjoy

KIKI'S LIST OF THINGS SHE WANTS TO DO BEFORE SHE DIES OR WANTED TO DO BUT NOW CAN'T BECAUSE SHE WOULD'VE HAD TO START WHEN SHE WAS LIKE 5 

1. learn how to snowboard

2. get into figure iceskating and go to the olympics

3. play guitar

4. gymnasitics

5. surfing.. but now i dont want to cuz im afraid fo the ocean

6. gallop on a horse

7. own a black beautiful horse when i grow up

8. go into spsychology

9. become a professional dancer and maybe open a dance school for little children or maybe even older (if i become good enough)

10. become an actress (that was always a dream of mine but i know that i would never have the guts to actually do something as spontaneous as that)

11. bungy jump

12. go parasailing

13. learn to be fairly descent at every sport (or just altleast frisbee, soccer and volleyball so i wont feel like such an ass when playing at camp or anywhere any bc gathering that  we play sports at)

14. go into psychology and maybe even philosophy sp i can learn al little bit about the wonders of the human mind

15. be in a band

16. miraculously find a cure for my speech problem so i can do anything i ever wanted to do and so that this little handicap wont stop me any longer from doing what i always wanted to do...

17. become a writer

18. write and compose my own song

19. learn every type of dance there is

20. learn to become extrememly flexible

21. become self-desciplined so i will no longer be lazy and i can do more useful things istead of eating, sleeping, watching tv and going online and not practiving piano

22. become extrememy good at piano

23. invent a flying broom

24. meet Oprah

25. read the DP front to back

26. Read the Bible front and back

27. find time for enjoying reading

28. jet ski or water ski

29. parasailing

30. dance in the moonlight on the beach

31. camp out under the stars at a perfect spot so that when i wake up i can see a beautiful sunrise

32. go to outer space.

33. dance on the moon

34. love myself to the fullest extent that i am not self conecious of anything about me whatsoever

35. get in touch with my inner spiritual side.. not just once in a while but almost like as if it were normal

36. hear God's voice..

37. be on a talk show..

38. become a very dedicated student so i can count on myself to always get straight A's

39. design my own clothing

40. and last but not least... die an accomplsihed and  fulfilled woman with no regrets to living a wonderful life on Earth

Da Da Da Dats ALL FOLKS!!! Take Care and I love You All!